Don't mean to be a downer debbie, but that's the mood I've been in lately. Ashley is in Colorado this week so it's just me and the 2 younger kids...sure is lonely around the house. Been down in the dumps since last Thursday...waiting to snap out of it. Yesterday was hard...yesterday was 1 month. It's still so surreal. is she coming back? The little kid in me wishes this was all a bad nightmare...maybe I'll wake up and she'll be lying next to me.
I know...it's not going to happen. It's hard to find joy in anything...I'm still emotionally numb.
It'll get better...